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sunday nudge Aug 14 11 05:51 am Link Sunday evenings always make me feel a little sad. We have to go back to the grindstone tomorrow. Aug 14 11 03:27 pm Link Retro Studios wrote: Faith EnFire wrote: This is very true.. Aug 14 11 03:53 pm Link Chris Rifkin wrote: Retro Studios wrote: This is very true.. statements like that should have imho attached to them, or at the least imo. imho Aug 14 11 05:19 pm Link Tim Little Photography wrote: totally, especially after spending all afternoon working on food photography-first time, only to have a strobist imply i need to learn about lighting. (or at least that's how my defensive brain took it. Aug 14 11 05:22 pm Link Faith EnFire wrote: What a beautiful cookie! Thank you Faith! Take two hugs out of petty cash! Aug 14 11 06:46 pm Link happy monday ![]() Aug 15 11 05:00 am Link Hey everyone. Sorry I've been away. Aug 15 11 05:06 am Link E P O N A wrote: Aug 15 11 05:30 am Link Faith EnFire wrote: Mmm.I love cookies. Aug 15 11 05:32 am Link Good morning everyone! Aug 15 11 06:39 am Link E P O N A wrote: Aug 15 11 06:53 am Link Morning everybody Since I'm enjoying automobile failure again.. http://kayelless.wordpress.com/2011/08/ … ding-hood/ Today is special day. I have the day off from work and am spending it with one of my favoritest model friends http://kayelless.net/blog/2011/02/12/blue-movie/ 18+ Had a good therapy session Friday morning. Aug 15 11 06:58 am Link ![]() Aug 15 11 07:14 am Link ![]() its cute. looks like a cool version of a cruiser Aug 15 11 07:20 am Link E P O N A wrote: Aug 15 11 10:28 am Link Good morning everyone! I have a hard day in front of me. Since losing access to my car I can't make it to PTSD therapy and I'm slipping backwards. Your kind thoughts are appreciated! Aug 16 11 03:50 am Link Tim Little Photography wrote: Here is an obvious question...Would your therapist be willing to do a phone session.? Aug 16 11 04:10 am Link Good question, I'll call and find out. Thanks! Aug 16 11 05:10 am Link Tim Little Photography wrote: I felt dumb asking but glad I did Aug 16 11 05:37 am Link Tim Little Photography wrote: I didn't mean to stay away for so long. I've just been so busy and just craziness. lol Aug 16 11 05:38 am Link So yesterday was quite disappointing. It was kind of like getting a bright red balloon only to have the helium leak out much too fast leaving one with just a small, discolored balloon lightly dragging behind. There are still positives to take from the day, so I'll look for comfort in focusing on them. As it stands I'm having to fight through a new low. Be well, everybody Aug 16 11 06:16 am Link sounds like its a rough day all the way around ![]() Aug 16 11 06:44 am Link Faith EnFire wrote: The answer is no, he says he needs to be able to see me to make an informed evaluation of me. See if i'm anxious or depressed. The note how you dress and if you are groomed and clean. I guess there is more to it than I thought. Aug 16 11 06:51 am Link sometimes the best way to help ourselves is to help others, these folks help us do both To Write Love On Her Arms http://www.twloha.com/ Aug 16 11 06:56 am Link Has anyone ever tried working with some of the therapist that work online? you do a session over the computer with a web cam so you can see each other. I need a thousand dollars to get my car out of parking ticket hell and it might as well be a million. But I've missed two sessions in two weeks and I'm starting to fall back. I had my first flashback in over a month last night and it scared me to death. The smells, the texture of the clothes, the tastes of water or whatever is so real I become convinced that the flashback is my new reality. I'm not a guy in Delaware having a dream, I'm a boy in a burn ward with a 106 fever having pig skin violently ripped of my third degree burns. I cant go back to that, I wont go back to that and I dont know what to do. Sorry to be a downer tonight. Usually I'm able to offer a kind ear to good people with issues every night. I'm sorry I don't have it together tonight but this is the one place where I can say that and not be laughed at. I love y'all, ya know. Aug 16 11 05:22 pm Link Tim Little Photography wrote: We love you too Tim. Hang in there. The one thing that you and I and everyone can count on is that nothing ever stays the same forever. Aug 16 11 07:19 pm Link KGSF wrote: Thank you my friend! Your advice is spot on. I would never get insurance to cover it anyway. I'll make other plans. Thanks for being here for me. I appreciate you very much! Aug 16 11 07:30 pm Link Please to be passing the coffee. Mornin' all. Results http://kayelless.net/blog/2011/08/16/si … tter-wara/ 18+ Aug 17 11 04:30 am Link a little late stopping in today, but morning ![]() Aug 17 11 05:25 am Link morning all. can you believe it is thursday already? Aug 18 11 04:26 am Link more coffee, please Aug 18 11 08:02 am Link Morning everyone. It's been a while. Thought I'd pop in. Not feeling fantastic... so I decided to remove myself from the electronic world for a while. It's not helping, but it's not making things worse. So hello everyone.. and I am out again. I might stop back.. Aug 18 11 08:40 am Link hey you guys ![]() Aug 18 11 10:34 am Link my morning started out with my trainer working me until I vomitted, when I came out of the bathroom, he looked at me and yelled "GET THE FUCK BACK IN HERE AND FINISH YOUR KNEE-TO-ELBOW!! NO SYMPATHY FROM ME!!" that man is a beast lol I wouldnt train with anyone else, gotta get the fat off before I drop dead Aug 18 11 10:38 am Link Scottsworld71 wrote: last time I had someone training me i warned him that I'd just complain, but I'd do it. he said that was fine-he'd just keep pushing me until I couldn't talk back Aug 18 11 11:09 am Link Faith EnFire wrote: All my therapy sessions are over the phone Aug 18 11 11:12 am Link morning all. happy friday Aug 19 11 04:06 am Link Good afternoon my wonderful friends. I've been away a day or two. I'm in a depressed state where I don't have the energy to type. I'm getting to the other side of it so I wanted stop by, tell you all I love you and hope you all have a wonderful weekend! Love Tim Aug 19 11 11:44 am Link Good morning everyone. I'm new to this particular thread, but as of today, I'm really glad it was started. Also, I'm glad to see Tim on here because he has been a support through couple of deaths in my life in 2011. I'm in a real state of depression that has grown immensely this week. I've gotten two speeding tickets in 3 days and I don't see myself slowing down. I've read into "speed addiction" and there are doctors that say it's a legitimate issue. I've acknowledged within myself that I have a problem as well as to the CHP that pulled me over this morning. However, I'm too ashamed and embarrassed to tell anyone else. I feel like I'll be told it's not a real addiction and nobody will be willing to help. It's putting me in major financial trouble (which has been bad already), and is making my depression worse. I feel like I have nothing to live for other than to pay off debt for the rest of my life and that it'd be easier to just end my life. But I can't bring myself to it. If I died on the freeway speeding, I feel that would be my best option or way out Does anyone hear me out there? Aug 20 11 08:05 am Link |