Jules NYC wrote:

This is my friend.

He technically died TWO times.

I met him at a bar, as a waitress of all things, back from a boating trip... by myself, alone on a chair with my feet up on another...

Not giving a shit...

and he is still a dear friend.

Would give the shirt off his back for someone else...

Went to jail for 6 + months because he defended a woman.
Her boyfriend was abusing her.

Knocked him out.

I don't want anyone to serve time, but damn, what valour.

Wow thats inspiring

E P O N A wrote:

I really did lol.

I hope your feeling better today

Phane wrote:

I hope your feeling better today

A tad bit better than yesterday

E P O N A wrote:

A tad bit better than yesterday

How do you feel about chocolat chip cookies?

Faith EnFire wrote:
I had a horrible morning but glad to be amoung friends now

Good morning!  I'm about to go to sleep myself.  I'm such a night owl!
Hope the rest of the day is better for you!

Patrick Walberg wrote:

Good morning!  I'm about to go to sleep myself.  I'm such a night owl!
Hope the rest of the day is better for you!

I rather have a feeling things are going to get worse before it gets better. but it will get better

Faith EnFire wrote:

I rather have a feeling things are going to get worse before it gets better. but it will get better

((((Hugs))))

E P O N A wrote:

((((Hugs))))

thanks really need them today.
Let the record show that I'm ok mentally, its just a situation at home that's out of hand

Faith EnFire wrote:

thanks really need them today.
Let the record show that I'm ok mentally, its just a situation at home that's out of hand

Is there anything I or anyone else can do to help at all?

E P O N A wrote:

Is there anything I or anyone else can do to help at all?

no you gave me a hug. that's what I need. The rest of it I'll need to sort out on my own

Faith EnFire wrote:

no you gave me a hug. that's what I need. The rest of it I'll need to sort out on my own

Here's another (((hug)))

E P O N A wrote:
Here's another (((hug)))

now stop that you are going to make me cry

E P O N A wrote:

Here's another (((hug)))

and another *huggs*

Faith EnFire wrote:

thanks really need them today.
Let the record show that I'm ok mentally, its just a situation at home that's out of hand

hey would it be ok if I was their to have you join me on the roof and we could chill?

Faith EnFire wrote:

thanks really need them today.
Let the record show that I'm ok mentally, its just a situation at home that's out of hand

And another french hug

Tim Little Photography wrote:
Hey y'all. Sorry I was gone yesterday, my internet service was cutoff. I'm back now and its wonderful to be among family. I'll be at therapy sessions today if anyone needs help or encouragment or anything I have to give just let me know. I love y'all!

Tim

Way cool. I love what you're doing.

Phane wrote:

hey would it be ok if I was their to have you join me on the roof and we could chill?

I hear a good stiff drink. but a roof, a stiff drink, and a friend on a roof with a sky full of stars sounds awesome

thanks for the hugs you all

The toughest part of the day is still to come, but it's going to be like ripping off a bandaid. sucks to do it, but good in the end.

also going to check out cars today. there is a push pull drag sale by my house. maybe get a decent car with a good warranty and a good set of tires

Faith EnFire wrote:

I hear a good stiff drink. but a roof, a stiff drink, and a friend on a roof with a sky full of stars sounds awesome

thanks for the hugs you all

The toughest part of the day is still to come, but it's going to be like ripping off a bandaid. sucks to do it, but good in the end.

also going to check out cars today. there is a push pull drag sale by my house. maybe get a decent car with a good warranty and a good set of tires

You drink and all just eat my vegan cookies.
And  all give you a hug and just listen.
I may just be goofy and dance for the hell of it with my cookie in my mouth just to see you smile

Star Child wrote:

Way cool. I love what you're doing.

Thank you my friend. I had to comment on one of your port pictures, it just blows me away!

Tim Little Photography wrote:
Hey y'all. I'm back from therapy, it was a good session. Anyway, I'll be hovering around here for a couple of hours if anyone wants to talk or needs anything. If you need me to find local resources in your area I am the king of Google!!!

its why you rock

Phane wrote:
its why you rock

How do you no love a sweetheart like this!!! I got to get it together and get down your way for a shoot, you aint that far from Delaware!! Have a great day sweetie!

Faith EnFire wrote:
thanks all for the hugs and comraderie. I did one of the hardest things today. I broke up with my bf of six years nearly. When things were good they were good, but the good was getting farther and farther apart.
It was a very unhealthy relationship for me and I can only hope that this is the "bottom" he needs to get help
His family was very supportive of my decision and a friend is coming by with a big burly friend to help me feel safe now. Honestly, i'm scared out of my mind but I know it was the right decision and its for the best. but now its hard because he is out on the streets with no place to go and despite all the bad and hurt I still love him. I had to take care of me first and this relationship was putting me in a bad place mentally.

Am so sorry I wish I was their to help you threw it
do you think hes family could possibly help him so hes not on the streets?
I feel your pain so much I think the fact you can write and be comprehensible while feeling this sad is amazing I am here

Phane wrote:
http://new.music.yahoo.com/videos/stations/charts/

Ok as cheesy as this is This song made me tear up

This is why you rock!

Faith EnFire wrote:
thanks all for the hugs and comraderie. I did one of the hardest things today. I broke up with my bf of six years nearly. When things were good they were good, but the good was getting farther and farther apart.
It was a very unhealthy relationship for me and I can only hope that this is the "bottom" he needs to get help
His family was very supportive of my decision and a friend is coming by with a big burly friend to help me feel safe now. Honestly, i'm scared out of my mind but I know it was the right decision and its for the best. but now its hard because he is out on the streets with no place to go and despite all the bad and hurt I still love him. I had to take care of me first and this relationship was putting me in a bad place mentally.

*hugs*

Tim Little Photography wrote:
I can't imagine your hurt. I remember when my love came apart it was devestating but it was a one day at a time thing. You know we are here for you!

Tim

yup
I can't do one day at a time...right now it's one breath. going to try to keep busy for awhile

Faith EnFire wrote:
thanks all for the hugs and comraderie. I did one of the hardest things today. I broke up with my bf of six years nearly. When things were good they were good, but the good was getting farther and farther apart.
It was a very unhealthy relationship for me and I can only hope that this is the "bottom" he needs to get help
His family was very supportive of my decision and a friend is coming by with a big burly friend to help me feel safe now. Honestly, i'm scared out of my mind but I know it was the right decision and its for the best. but now its hard because he is out on the streets with no place to go and despite all the bad and hurt I still love him. I had to take care of me first and this relationship was putting me in a bad place mentally.

I've been there. It's hard, for sure, but I know you will make it through this.
Always when I've done something hard "for the better", it was always so healing and helpful.

Faith EnFire wrote:

yup
I can't do one day at a time...right now it's one breath. going to try to keep busy for awhile

If you need to chat, I iz here.

So is Rosie, Elliot, Olivia and Tyler.

E P O N A wrote:

If you need to chat, I iz here.

So is Rosie, Elliot, Olivia and Tyler.

lol
I'm considering getting a dog. one who barks this time (we had to teach gus how to bark-bf(ex) had to do it. He didn't want to for me since I was the Authority. Thought I'd yell at him.
I don't know if this break up will take. I need to give it a while and let it settle in

Faith EnFire wrote:

lol
I'm considering getting a dog. one who barks this time (we had to teach gus how to bark-bf(ex) had to do it. He didn't want to for me since I was the Authority. Thought I'd yell at him.
I don't know if this break up will take. I need to give it a while and let it settle in

Awww. Doggie. John wants a doggie :x
It's a good idea to let this sink in and settle.

E P O N A wrote:
I had a pretty good day yesterday, mental-wise....

1. I won Deviant Of The Day on Deviant Art, with over 700 favs and more messages than I can count that I need to respond to.

2. I shot with a model form Ikon. She was awesome and we got great stuff.

3. My model John and I went out to a fabulous dinner and we had the most amazing chanti.

4. I came home to find I am a GateKeeper!!!!! (totally made my day)

This makes me happy!!