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Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

I talked with her Saturday. She's just takin' a break from MM.

Mar 22 10 07:06 pm Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

okay if no WIN's to report how about still hanging in there?

Mar 23 10 01:53 pm Link

Photographer

Dannielle Levan

Posts: 12865

New Westminster, British Columbia, Canada

Star Child wrote:
okay if no WIN's to report how about still hanging in there?

*coughs up respiratory system*

Still here smile

Mar 23 10 02:01 pm Link

Photographer

Photons 2 Pixels Images

Posts: 17011

Berwick, Pennsylvania, US

I'll let you know after Thursday.

Mar 23 10 06:00 pm Link

Model

Big A-Larger Than Life

Posts: 33451

The Woodlands, Texas, US

Did some new shots that show my scars around my hips from when I was beaten.  I usually hide them, but I've finally started to show them a bit more. 

https://photos.modelmayhem.com/photos/1 … 777a34.jpg 18+

I suppose that's a step forward in walking towards the light at the end of the tunnel.

Mar 23 10 08:28 pm Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:

Do you need some lollipops?

I'm starting to hate almost every day so I know how you feel.

idk
maybe


I actually had a good morning-a rather prominent photographer came and visited my portfolio unsolicited

Mar 24 10 12:13 pm Link

Photographer

Dannielle Levan

Posts: 12865

New Westminster, British Columbia, Canada

Big A-Larger Than Life wrote:
Did some new shots that show my scars around my hips from when I was beaten.  I usually hide them, but I've finally started to show them a bit more. 

https://photos.modelmayhem.com/photos/1 … 777a34.jpg 18+

I suppose that's a step forward in walking towards the light at the end of the tunnel.

You look gorgeous hon smile

Mar 24 10 12:46 pm Link

Model

Big A-Larger Than Life

Posts: 33451

The Woodlands, Texas, US

Miss Murder Photography wrote:

You look gorgeous hon smile

Thanks.  smile  I'm always self conscious about doing profile shots esp. around my right hip and gluteal area.  It's like a habit I avoid showing that area, so it takes a lot for me to show it.

Mar 24 10 01:04 pm Link

Photographer

MisterC

Posts: 15162

Portland, Oregon, US

Miss Murder Photography wrote:

You look gorgeous hon

Yup, and a great attitude as well.

A very non-cheesy inspiration to a lot of hurting peeps.

Mar 24 10 01:06 pm Link

Photographer

Dannielle Levan

Posts: 12865

New Westminster, British Columbia, Canada

Big A-Larger Than Life wrote:

Thanks.  smile  I'm always self conscious about doing profile shots esp. around my right hip and gluteal area.  It's like a habit I avoid showing that area, so it takes a lot for me to show it.

Honey i would kill to have a body like that, scars or not!  I got my own set of tiger stripes on my legs...i actually love em hehe.  They look pretty cool to me.

Mar 24 10 01:26 pm Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Big A-Larger Than Life wrote:
Did some new shots that show my scars around my hips from when I was beaten.  I usually hide them, but I've finally started to show them a bit more. 

https://photos.modelmayhem.com/photos/1 … 777a34.jpg 18+

I suppose that's a step forward in walking towards the light at the end of the tunnel.

Wow. I can't see them from here, but I trust your word. That's a pretty picture, but the fact that you're letting this out is a big step.  Way cool.
*huggs*

Mar 24 10 01:30 pm Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

nudge

Mar 25 10 10:39 am Link

Photographer

Dannielle Levan

Posts: 12865

New Westminster, British Columbia, Canada

Faith EnFire wrote:
nudge

*bomp!*

Mar 25 10 12:57 pm Link

Photographer

Photons 2 Pixels Images

Posts: 17011

Berwick, Pennsylvania, US

I have a WIN for today! Stand by and if she says OK, you'll all see it. smile

Mar 25 10 05:21 pm Link

Photographer

Chris Rifkin

Posts: 25581

Tampa, Florida, US

win
found a killer fender strat "frankensteined(pickups all hot rodded,locking tuners,reverse headstock)at a pawn shop 2 weeks ago for
$75(this is probably worth $500 easy)

This might be one of the hottest guitars I have ever heard,
been cranking out every day the past 2 weeks in my truck
(have barely looked at a guitar since Kimmie left,I was that demoralized
about life),feel all my chops comming back and then some..
I remember what a monster guitarist I USED to be when I won contests
and was in a few issues of Guitar Player....

Funny hearing all these metal licks and full on shred runs at a
truck stop at night....
big_smile

Mar 25 10 06:02 pm Link

Photographer

Photons 2 Pixels Images

Posts: 17011

Berwick, Pennsylvania, US

Chris Rifkin wrote:
win
found a killer fender strat "frankensteined(pickups all hot rodded,locking tuners,reverse headstock)at a pawn shop 2 weeks ago for
$75(this is probably worth $500 easy)

This might be one of the hottest guitars I have ever heard,
been cranking out every day the past 2 weeks in my truck
(have barely looked at a guitar since Kimmie left,I was that demoralized
about life),feel all my chops comming back and then some..
I remember what a monster guitarist I USED to be when I won contests
and was in a few issues of Guitar Player....

Funny hearing all these metal licks and full on shred runs at a
truck stop at night....
big_smile

AWESOME Chris! Kick out some tunes for us. I'd love to hear you play. Do you have a way to record it?

Mar 25 10 06:51 pm Link

Photographer

Photons 2 Pixels Images

Posts: 17011

Berwick, Pennsylvania, US

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:
I have a WIN for today! Stand by and if she says OK, you'll all see it. smile

Jacquie said OK so here y'all go. I've never shared my shoots in the open like this so this is a first. The 2 images at the bottom of this page are quick retouch jobs. The album at the top contains all the photos from the shoot, unedited, untouched, unfixed.

http://www.model-citizens.com/Photoshoots/Jacquie/

I think I've made my decision on whether or not to give up on llama photography. Guess what that decision is.

Mar 25 10 06:58 pm Link

Photographer

Chris Rifkin

Posts: 25581

Tampa, Florida, US

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:

AWESOME Chris! Kick out some tunes for us. I'd love to hear you play. Do you have a way to record it?

Go to my myspace linked to my page.
The song that comes on(and all the music on my player)
is mine

Mar 25 10 07:07 pm Link

Photographer

Photons 2 Pixels Images

Posts: 17011

Berwick, Pennsylvania, US

Chris Rifkin wrote:

Go to my myspace linked to my page.
The song that comes on(and all the music on my player)
is mine

Very nice. I'm gonna let it play in the background while I retouch. smile

Thanks!

Mar 25 10 07:09 pm Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

I can use some prayers, positive vibes and spiritual blessings today. Facing an incredible financial burden today. I believe the miracle of its resolution will happen, so please join with me in faith. I will get through this. I most definitely will.

Mar 26 10 04:06 am Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

Star Child wrote:
I can use some prayers, positive vibes and spiritual blessings today. Facing an incredible financial burden today. I believe the miracle of its resolution will happen, so please join with me in faith. I will get through this. I most definitely will.

prayers are yours smile

Mar 26 10 04:09 am Link

Photographer

Photons 2 Pixels Images

Posts: 17011

Berwick, Pennsylvania, US

Star Child wrote:
I can use some prayers, positive vibes and spiritual blessings today. Facing an incredible financial burden today. I believe the miracle of its resolution will happen, so please join with me in faith. I will get through this. I most definitely will.

Prayers and good thoughts coming. smile

Mar 26 10 04:17 am Link

Photographer

Chris Rifkin

Posts: 25581

Tampa, Florida, US

Star Child wrote:
I can use some prayers, positive vibes and spiritual blessings today. Facing an incredible financial burden today. I believe the miracle of its resolution will happen, so please join with me in faith. I will get through this. I most definitely will.

prayers sent

Mar 26 10 06:55 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Faith EnFire wrote:
prayers are yours smile

*huggs* thank you so much. You've been such great support to us all. smile

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:
Prayers and good thoughts coming. smile

You're definitely a blessing to us all and thank you for all that you do.

Chris Rifkin wrote:
prayers sent

Thank you, big fella. I want you to know that I have been keeping you in my prayers. I think of you out there on that road often.

Mar 26 10 12:00 pm Link

Photographer

Dannielle Levan

Posts: 12865

New Westminster, British Columbia, Canada

https://recoder.files.wordpress.com/2008/03/funny-pictures-oh-hai-bug.jpg

Mar 26 10 12:10 pm Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

When I posted earlier, I hadn't gone to bed yet so I laid down shortly after that. So when I got up at noon we had some big blessings going on.

A dear friend sent me some money which is going to help with my current financial needs.
Also, I had a message from my temp agency that I signed with. Played phone tag for a short bit and then I got to talk with a account manager. They had a job opportunity for me.
And typically, they don't get requests at that particular branch for jobs that pay as much as I need, but this one was in the ball park. big_smile

He had to forward my resume to the company and see if they want to interview me on Monday.

Just stay with that faith. This is a witness.

Mar 26 10 12:13 pm Link

Model

Aruna

Posts: 2162

Naperville, Illinois, US

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:
Jacquie said OK so here y'all go. I've never shared my shoots in the open like this so this is a first. The 2 images at the bottom of this page are quick retouch jobs. The album at the top contains all the photos from the shoot, unedited, untouched, unfixed.

http://www.model-citizens.com/Photoshoots/Jacquie/

I think I've made my decision on whether or not to give up on llama photography. Guess what that decision is.

Nice hair. I might borrow these for my next trim. wink

Mar 26 10 12:14 pm Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

Miss Murder Photography wrote:
https://recoder.files.wordpress.com/2008/03/funny-pictures-oh-hai-bug.jpg

lol

Mar 26 10 12:15 pm Link

Photographer

Dannielle Levan

Posts: 12865

New Westminster, British Columbia, Canada

Star Child wrote:
When I posted earlier, I hadn't gone to bed yet so I laid down shortly after that. So when I got up at noon we had some big blessings going on.

A dear friend sent me some money which is going to help with my current financial needs.
Also, I had a message from my temp agency that I signed with. Played phone tag for a short bit and then I got to talk with a account manager. They had a job opportunity for me.
And typically, they don't get requests at that particular branch for jobs that pay as much as I need, but this one was in the ball park. big_smile

He had to forward my resume to the company and see if they want to interview me on Monday.

Just stay with that faith. This is a witness.

YAY!

Mar 26 10 12:15 pm Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

Star Child wrote:
When I posted earlier, I hadn't gone to bed yet so I laid down shortly after that. So when I got up at noon we had some big blessings going on.

A dear friend sent me some money which is going to help with my current financial needs.
Also, I had a message from my temp agency that I signed with. Played phone tag for a short bit and then I got to talk with a account manager. They had a job opportunity for me.
And typically, they don't get requests at that particular branch for jobs that pay as much as I need, but this one was in the ball park. big_smile

He had to forward my resume to the company and see if they want to interview me on Monday.

Just stay with that faith. This is a witness.

oh that feels good doesn't it smile

temp agencies, the only one I've ever had any luck with is Officeteam/Robert Half if you want to try a different one

hug and good luck

Mar 26 10 12:16 pm Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Faith EnFire wrote:

oh that feels good doesn't it smile

temp agencies, the only one I've ever had any luck with is Officeteam/Robert Half if you want to try a different one

hug and good luck

I've had good success with temp agencies. Still there is much yet to be done.

Mar 26 10 12:32 pm Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

They never got back with the temp agency today. This weekend is going to be an interesting test for me.

Mar 26 10 06:43 pm Link

Model

Gabrielle Heather

Posts: 10064

Middle Island, New York, US

fleeting not so good thoughts lately

found this singer

amazing.

http://www.projectopus.com/?q=jukebox¶m=73327

listen to "my pretty side"

repeat listen for me

Mar 26 10 08:04 pm Link

Model

Jacquelyn Marie

Posts: 4228

Boston, Massachusetts, US

Can someone please pray for me? I'd really appreciate it.

Mar 26 10 08:11 pm Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Jacquie Marie wrote:
Can someone please pray for me? I'd really appreciate it.

Still on the case. smile

Mar 26 10 08:14 pm Link

Model

Roxie Red

Posts: 1574

Minneapolis, Minnesota, US

Gabrielle Heather wrote:
fleeting not so good thoughts lately

found this singer

amazing.

http://www.projectopus.com/?q=jukebox¶m=73327

listen to "my pretty side"

repeat listen for me

amazing.

Mar 26 10 11:34 pm Link

Model

Roxie Red

Posts: 1574

Minneapolis, Minnesota, US

Jacquie Marie wrote:
Can someone please pray for me? I'd really appreciate it.

of course.

Mar 26 10 11:34 pm Link

Photographer

Photons 2 Pixels Images

Posts: 17011

Berwick, Pennsylvania, US

Gabrielle Heather wrote:
fleeting not so good thoughts lately

found this singer

amazing.

http://www.projectopus.com/?q=jukebox¶m=73327

listen to "my pretty side"

repeat listen for me

smile

Jacquie Marie wrote:
Can someone please pray for me? I'd really appreciate it.

Consider it done. smile

Mar 27 10 02:40 am Link

Photographer

A S Photography

Posts: 1222

Newark, Delaware, US

Star Child wrote:
Also, I had a message from my temp agency that I signed with. Played phone tag for a short bit and then I got to talk with a account manager. They had a job opportunity for me.
And typically, they don't get requests at that particular branch for jobs that pay as much as I need, but this one was in the ball park. big_smile

He had to forward my resume to the company and see if they want to interview me on Monday.

Just stay with that faith. This is a witness.

Star Child wrote:
They never got back with the temp agency today. This weekend is going to be an interesting test for me.

Good luck.

From what I've seen, the urgency of hiring someone is usually related to who is responsible for the current step - Agency is getting resumes, very urgent - we need them tomorrow.  Company reviewing resumes, "I don't have time - fortunately we have some time".

Mar 27 10 10:23 am Link

Photographer

A S Photography

Posts: 1222

Newark, Delaware, US

Jacquie Marie wrote:
Can someone please pray for me? I'd really appreciate it.

Prayers sent.

Mar 27 10 10:23 am Link