Star Child wrote:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/newsbeat/hi/health/newsid_8563000/8563670.stm

Star Child wrote:
I found out today that I'm a member of the male race.  We have our own race, now?  Why don't people tell me these things?

As long as it's a marathon and not a 50 yd dash.

On a side note, I'm debating whether or not to give up my photography.

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:

As long as it's a marathon and not a 50 yd dash.

On a side note, I'm debating whether or not to give up my photography.

You're not allowed to.  I like it, and i'll beat you.

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:
As long as it's a marathon and not a 50 yd dash.

On a side note, I'm debating whether or not to give up my photography.

Miss Murder Photography wrote:
You're not allowed to.  I like it, and i'll beat you.

Ditto. Is fun. No?

Star Child wrote:
I just finished taking a job application test for a job in a field of work that I left after having incredibly stressful issues - I was a light manufacturing line supervisor. Going through the test brought my mind back to those days again.  Right now I'm still feeling the affects of a panic attack.
I need a job, but if just the thought can trigger a panic attack.... not good.

Those types of positions always depend on the company itself. The problem is, it's hard to know until you're actually there for awhile. Some places the job is little to no stress, other places it's all stress.

I can't offer advice here since I don't know about the job, but I do hope everything works out for you.

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:
As long as it's a marathon and not a 50 yd dash.

On a side note, I'm debating whether or not to give up my photography.

Miss Murder Photography wrote:
You're not allowed to.  I like it, and i'll beat you.

A chance I'll have to take.

Star Child wrote:
Ditto. Is fun. No?

It's extremely fun and I love every second of it....when I'm actually shooting. I'm having problems finding anyone willing to shoot with me so that's not nearly as often as I'd like. Though I could always pay the local self-proclaimed supermodels $300/hr to shoot.

I still have one shoot set up with Nolette left to do. After that, we'll see what happens. All the others I've been communicating with have stopped responding.

It's extremely fun and I love every second of it....when I'm actually shooting. I'm having problems finding anyone willing to shoot with me so that's not nearly as often as I'd like. Though I could always pay the local self-proclaimed supermodels $300/hr to shoot.

I still have one shoot set up with Nolette left to do. After that, we'll see what happens. All the others I've been communicating with have stopped responding.

eek, I can't even get 20 bucks out of photographers. not fair

What's with that? I get that. We have things actually scheduled and then the photographer falls off the face of the map. wtf?

Nolette just seems so sweet along with her talent...you should have a great shoot

Star Child wrote:
I just finished taking a job application test for a job in a field of work that I left after having incredibly stressful issues - I was a light manufacturing line supervisor. Going through the test brought my mind back to those days again.  Right now I'm still feeling the affects of a panic attack.
I need a job, but if just the thought can trigger a panic attack.... not good.

maybe it's what you need. to face the stressor and conquer it?
When I got runaway with by a horse, I felt like I nearly died from hyperventilation on the way out to the stables the next week. best ride of my life that week

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:
As long as it's a marathon and not a 50 yd dash.

On a side note, I'm debating whether or not to give up my photography.

Miss Murder Photography wrote:
You're not allowed to.  I like it, and i'll beat you.

A chance I'll have to take.


It's extremely fun and I love every second of it....when I'm actually shooting. I'm having problems finding anyone willing to shoot with me so that's not nearly as often as I'd like. Though I could always pay the local self-proclaimed supermodels $300/hr to shoot.

I still have one shoot set up with Nolette left to do. After that, we'll see what happens. All the others I've been communicating with have stopped responding.

Location, location, location.
I was just grousing to myself yesterday about how difficult it is in my area to find the right models I'm looking to work with.

Faith EnFire wrote:

eek, I can't even get 20 bucks out of photographers. not fair

What's with that? I get that. We have things actually scheduled and then the photographer falls off the face of the map. wtf?

Nolette just seems so sweet along with her talent...you should have a great shoot

My normal TF* shoot includes one or more of the following in addition to your choice of photos from the shoot:

Lunch and/or dinner depending on what time the shoot starts/ends.
Full tank of gas.
Clothing used in the shoot if you don't already have what's needed.
Money in various amounts but not $300/hr. Usually about $20-$40.

I'd make it worth your while if you shot with me.

You should see the portfolios of these self-proclaimed "supermodels" also. Nothing to brag about and definitely not worth what they're asking for. MySpace pics would be an improvement.

And Nolette is a real sweetheart. I've shot with her twice already and both times were a blast. The first shoot last 8+ hours and took place between 2 states and probably 5 or 6 counties and I bought her dinner. My avatar is from that shoot. The second was about 6 hours and she bought me dinner.

So, saying all that it's hard for me to understand why I can't get anyone within a 2 hour drive to agree to shoot with me without going broke. Unless I really do just suck that bad. I don't think I come across as creepy.

But, we'll see what happens. Maybe as the weather gets better I'll get some interest.

Star Child wrote:

Location, location, location.
I was just grousing to myself yesterday about how difficult it is in my area to find the right models I'm looking to work with.

Yeah, I say the same thing. Location. I'm not even trying to find the right models I'm trying to find any model. I'll work with just about anyone and figure out what to shoot based on who shows interest in shooting with me.

But, I'm tired of getting contacted by a model wanting to shoot, coming up with the idea, getting the "OMG, That's an awesome idea! Let's do it!", then I go through the time, effort, and expense of getting the props and setting/location lined up only to have the model not get back to me. Just....disappear.

If you only knew some of the things I've gone through only to not be able to shoot because they just disappear. I've called in a lot of favors for nothing.

I think this could be part of my downward slide right now.

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:

Yeah, I say the same thing. Location. I'm not even trying to find the right models I'm trying to find any model. I'll work with just about anyone and figure out what to shoot based on who shows interest in shooting with me.

But, I'm tired of getting contacted by a model wanting to shoot, coming up with the idea, getting the "OMG, That's an awesome idea! Let's do it!", then I go through the time, effort, and expense of getting the props and setting/location lined up only to have the model not get back to me. Just....disappear.

If you only knew some of the things I've gone through only to not be able to shoot because they just disappear. I've called in a lot of favors for nothing.

I think this could be part of my downward slide right now.

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:

Yeah, I say the same thing. Location. I'm not even trying to find the right models I'm trying to find any model. I'll work with just about anyone and figure out what to shoot based on who shows interest in shooting with me.

But, I'm tired of getting contacted by a model wanting to shoot, coming up with the idea, getting the "OMG, That's an awesome idea! Let's do it!", then I go through the time, effort, and expense of getting the props and setting/location lined up only to have the model not get back to me. Just....disappear.

If you only knew some of the things I've gone through only to not be able to shoot because they just disappear. I've called in a lot of favors for nothing.

I think this could be part of my downward slide right now.

kind of sounds like it.

Miss Murder Photography wrote:

omgoodness...too cute

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:

My normal TF* shoot includes one or more of the following in addition to your choice of photos from the shoot:

Lunch and/or dinner depending on what time the shoot starts/ends.
Full tank of gas.
Clothing used in the shoot if you don't already have what's needed.
Money in various amounts but not $300/hr. Usually about $20-$40.

I'd make it worth your while if you shot with me.

You should see the portfolios of these self-proclaimed "supermodels" also. Nothing to brag about and definitely not worth what they're asking for. MySpace pics would be an improvement.

And Nolette is a real sweetheart. I've shot with her twice already and both times were a blast. The first shoot last 8+ hours and took place between 2 states and probably 5 or 6 counties and I bought her dinner. My avatar is from that shoot. The second was about 6 hours and she bought me dinner.

So, saying all that it's hard for me to understand why I can't get anyone within a 2 hour drive to agree to shoot with me without going broke. Unless I really do just suck that bad. I don't think I come across as creepy.

But, we'll see what happens. Maybe as the weather gets better I'll get some interest.

Wow! That's really generous! I would sooooo wanna be your poser.

ArunaDiesPretty wrote:

Wow! That's really generous! I would sooooo wanna be your poser.

I'm guessing my lunch at Subway offer wasn't very appealing?

Miss Murder Photography wrote:
Major win.  Got into an art show in June at a local Vancouver gallery.  So pleased yet so VERY nervous.

Star Child wrote:

It's free for the artists, we get 100% commission.  Normal people pay $10 at the door, and we gotta invite as many peeps as possible :p

Miss Murder Photography wrote:



It's free for the artists, we get 100% commission.  Normal people pay $10 at the door, and we gotta invite as many peeps as possible :p

I'm gonna go drown myself in chocolate covered donuts

Star Child wrote:
I'm gonna go drown myself in chocolate covered donuts

  Sounds like a plan ... but smile while you do that, k?

Don't forget to send a few my way ... I love chocolate! 

Miss Murder Photography wrote:
Major win.  Got into an art show in June at a local Vancouver gallery.  So pleased yet so VERY nervous.

Heck, I might even be able to make it in June!  That would be awesome to see you!

Star Child wrote:

I'm gonna go drown myself in chocolate covered donuts

EMAIL ME SOME!  I want donuts :d

Patrick Walberg wrote:

Heck, I might even be able to make it in June!  That would be awesome to see you!

  That would be super kewww!

Miss Murder Photography wrote:
  That would be super kewww!

There are some GREAT models, AND photographers in the Vancouver area ... of which you are one!  I'm down the coast aways, but I can't think of a more spectacular road trip than diving up the West Coast all the way there. 

Most importantly, congratulations on getting a gallery showing. 

Patrick Walberg wrote:

There are some GREAT models, AND photographers in the Vancouver area ... of which you are one!  I'm down the coast aways, but I can't think of a more spectacular road trip than diving up the West Coast all the way there. 

Most importantly, congratulations on getting a gallery showing. 

there are some cool artists around here for sure.

Star Child wrote:
I guess I got a WIN sorta,
Went to see my psychiatrist today. Because I don't have insurance I have to pay full amount for the visit, but they'll take partial payments.

Also, I have an appointment with the temp agency on Thursday to finish job application process.

Miss Murder Photography wrote:

I want that kitten!

ArunaDiesPretty wrote:
Wow! That's really generous! I would sooooo wanna be your poser.

Anytime you're ready and we're able to get together. Even if I do decide to stop doing this it won't be a complete withdrawal and I'll still keep my gear because I take photos of a lot of other stuff.

Star Child wrote:
I'm guessing my lunch at Subway offer wasn't very appealing?

I bet it was. It would be for me. In fact, that's where Nolette and I went on our first shoot.

Miss Murder Photography wrote:
Major win.  Got into an art show in June at a local Vancouver gallery.  So pleased yet so VERY nervous.

WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *HAPPY DANCE* And I don't even dance well so I'm really happy.

Star Child wrote:
I'm gonna go drown myself in chocolate covered donuts

If you didn't see the thread, I'm making chocolate lollipops now.

https://www.modelmayhem.com/po.php?thread_id=555637

Star Child wrote:
I guess I got a WIN sorta,
Went to see my psychiatrist today. Because I don't have insurance I have to pay full amount for the visit, but they'll take partial payments.

Also, I have an appointment with the temp agency on Thursday to finish job application process.

And this makes me extremely happy!!!!!!! Way to go Kevin.

OK. I have a small win...very small in comparison. A cute model I contacted back in September got ahold of me today and wants to shoot next week. So, ummmm.....we'll see how that goes. I don't wanna get my hopes up.

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:

Miss Murder Photography wrote:
Major win.  Got into an art show in June at a local Vancouver gallery.  So pleased yet so VERY nervous.

WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *HAPPY DANCE* And I don't even dance well so I'm really happy.

Star Child wrote:
I'm gonna go drown myself in chocolate covered donuts

If you didn't see the thread, I'm making chocolate lollipops now.

https://www.modelmayhem.com/po.php?thread_id=555637


And this makes me extremely happy!!!!!!! Way to go Kevin.

OK. I have a small win...very small in comparison. A cute model I contacted back in September got ahold of me today and wants to shoot next week. So, ummmm.....we'll see how that goes. I don't wanna get my hopes up.

I demand some chocolate bunny pops! PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE

Miss Murder Photography wrote:

I demand some chocolate bunny pops! PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE

I don't gots no bunny molds. That pic in that thread is just one I found somewhere to show the idea.

I have flowers, sea creatures, a princess, a castle, a stagecoach....and a bunch of smiley faces.

Nori got a batch of them. She said she liked them. It's chocolate so it's hard to mess it up.

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:

I don't gots no bunny molds. That pic in that thread is just one I found somewhere to show the idea.

I have flowers, sea creatures, a princess, a castle, a stagecoach....and a bunch of smiley faces.

Nori got a batch of them. She said she liked them. It's chocolate so it's hard to mess it up.

Send her a princess

Star Child wrote:

Send her a princess

I send whole batches. That's one of each.

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:

I send whole batches. That's one of each.

you so rock

Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:

I don't gots no bunny molds. That pic in that thread is just one I found somewhere to show the idea.

I have flowers, sea creatures, a princess, a castle, a stagecoach....and a bunch of smiley faces.

Nori got a batch of them. She said she liked them. It's chocolate so it's hard to mess it up.

I just like the idea of chocolate lollipops honestly XD

Miss Murder Photography wrote:

I just like the idea of chocolate lollipops honestly XD

I have these molds so far (but I haven't used the Smiley Face mold yet)

Roses & Buds
Sea Creatures
Smiley Face
Fairy Tale
Springtime

I don't do them exactly like you see, though. I use different colors and usually not the same exact coloring each time.