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Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Faith EnFire wrote:
I'm in a little high right now. I had a great shoot with a model here
http://www.flickr.com/search/?w=3578920 … glamourboy

I really needed it. I was feeling creatively stifled and that affects my mood so much.
And then this weekend, I have the halloween shoot. I'm going to be creatively unbound tongue

big_smile

Oct 24 11 05:52 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

NicHav wrote:

Oh I like that Star Child smile Reminds me of when you take off in a plane and the plane breaks through the clouds and you see it's so beautiful, sunny and peaceful up there....it's actually always there but easy to forget that it is and to believe the clouds are permanent - sometimes really feels they are - but they do shift and change... Sometimes they are very thick, sometimes they allow glimpses of what's above, sometimes we break on through like when the aeroplane soars up through the sky.

smile

Oct 24 11 05:53 am Link

Photographer

Enfire Photography

Posts: 1488

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

everyone send prayers and positive thoughts to Tim. he went to the ER today with a swelled leg. He started a thread about it

Oct 24 11 07:47 am Link

Photographer

Lawrence Guy

Posts: 17716

San Diego Country Estates, California, US

Enfire Photography wrote:
everyone send prayers and positive thoughts to Tim. he went to the ER today with a swelled leg. He started a thread about it

Link.

Oct 24 11 01:12 pm Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

morning all

Oct 25 11 05:18 am Link

Photographer

E P O N A

Posts: 13765

Copiague, New York, US

Morning smile

Coffee!

Oct 25 11 05:38 am Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

E P O N A wrote:
Morning smile

Coffee!

mo'coffee

Oct 25 11 05:59 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

E P O N A wrote:
Morning smile

Coffee!

Faith EnFire wrote:
mo'coffee

yes, please

Oct 25 11 08:27 am Link

Photographer

Enfire Photography

Posts: 1488

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

I'm worried for my friend. her niece and brother in law were shot in a home invasion. apparently, he should be fine, but the little girl needs all the prayers she can get.
It makes me sad to think people would do that to other people, especially a child

Oct 26 11 04:12 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Enfire Photography wrote:
I'm worried for my friend. her niece and brother in law were shot in a home invasion. apparently, he should be fine, but the little girl needs all the prayers she can get.
It makes me sad to think people would do that to other people, especially a child

will do

how's puppy?

Oct 26 11 08:33 am Link

Photographer

Enfire Photography

Posts: 1488

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

Star Child wrote:
will do

how's puppy?

very pathetic and farty. he woke me up a couple of times last night to go out. well, this morning. i already get up at 4:30-I do not want to see 1:30 or 3:30. tongue We'll see how he did when i get home today. if he's still sick he's going to the vet instead of the dog park. but if he's getting better we'll try rice and pumpkin till he gets back to normal and we'll poke around a regular park today instead.

sick puppy alternates between snuggling as close as possible and huffily going and sitting in the chair the opposite of the room.

edit: here's the article. i thought she was eleven. guess she was five, because that's his name
http://www.charlotteobserver.com/2011/1 … in-sc.html

Oct 26 11 10:13 am Link

Photographer

Tim Little Photography

Posts: 11771

Wilmington, Delaware, US

Enfire Photography wrote:
everyone send prayers and positive thoughts to Tim. he went to the ER today with a swelled leg. He started a thread about it

Hey y'all, I'm back home from the hospital. I was there for four days. Details are in the other thread. Thanks for covering me with your thoughts and prayers! You are all very special people and I'm grateful to have such wonderful pals!

Tim

Oct 27 11 01:55 pm Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Tim Little Photography wrote:

Hey y'all, I'm back home from the hospital. I was there for four days. Details are in the other thread. Thanks for covering me with your thoughts and prayers! You are all very special people and I'm grateful to have such wonderful pals!

Tim

smile

Oct 27 11 04:54 pm Link

Photographer

Enfire Photography

Posts: 1488

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

Tim Little Photography wrote:

Hey y'all, I'm back home from the hospital. I was there for four days. Details are in the other thread. Thanks for covering me with your thoughts and prayers! You are all very special people and I'm grateful to have such wonderful pals!

Tim

glad you're back Tim.

Oct 28 11 04:12 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Finally Friday. smile

Oct 28 11 07:52 am Link

Photographer

Tim Little Photography

Posts: 11771

Wilmington, Delaware, US

Star Child wrote:
Finally Friday. smile

I hope you have a wonderful weekend Star! And everyone else as well!

Oct 28 11 08:03 am Link

Photographer

Enfire Photography

Posts: 1488

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

I'm happy and soooo looking forward to it

Oct 28 11 08:04 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Saturday love

Oct 29 11 08:40 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Amazing self discovery fact #16 - I like sleep (morning coffee after for ending sleep is a nice reward, but I like sleep)

Oct 31 11 04:59 am Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

bought some vanilla creamer for work. makes getting to work a little better tongue
I'm in a funk, but i know it will pass in about a week. in the meantime, I'm trying to not let it control me and not to take it out on others.

Nov 01 11 04:13 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Faith EnFire wrote:
bought some vanilla creamer for work. makes getting to work a little better tongue
I'm in a funk, but i know it will pass in about a week. in the meantime, I'm trying to not let it control me and not to take it out on others.

Back on my normal schedule.  Where's my coffee?

How was your weekend?

Nov 01 11 07:48 am Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

Star Child wrote:

Back on my normal schedule.  Where's my coffee?

How was your weekend?

i was horribly crabby. but hoping for some good stuff out of the halloween shoot. so crabby the dog was getting on my nerves. now that's crabby tongue

u?

Nov 01 11 08:16 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Faith EnFire wrote:

i was horribly crabby. but hoping for some good stuff out of the halloween shoot. so crabby the dog was getting on my nerves. now that's crabby tongue

u?

Crabby, eh? Didn't get any cupcakes? Cupcakes can knock crabby on its ass. 

My weekend was simple, normal and work was productive.

I've been caught up in a cycle of missing the gf way too much lately so melancholy keeps ambushing me.

Yesterday was my last visit with my therapist and the MHC. It's been nearly a year since I went to them and I'm so much better, now.  There were good-bye hugs.

Nov 01 11 08:30 am Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

Star Child wrote:

Crabby, eh? Didn't get any cupcakes? Cupcakes can knock crabby on its ass. 

My weekend was simple, normal and work was productive.

I've been caught up in a cycle of missing the gf way too much lately so melancholy keeps ambushing me.

Yesterday was my last visit with my therapist and the MHC. It's been nearly a year since I went to them and I'm so much better, now.  There were good-bye hugs.

good goodbye hugs?

Nov 01 11 08:35 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Faith EnFire wrote:

good goodbye hugs?

Ya

I no longer qualify for the program due to employment income, but I've got insurance benefits now, too, so I can still afford help.

Nov 01 11 08:45 am Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

Star Child wrote:

Ya

I no longer qualify for the program due to employment income, but I've got insurance benefits now, too, so I can still afford help.

cool smile

Nov 01 11 10:16 am Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

morning

Nov 02 11 04:08 am Link

Photographer

E P O N A

Posts: 13765

Copiague, New York, US

I come back one year older. yikes

Nov 02 11 04:10 am Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

E P O N A wrote:
I come back one year older. yikes

happy birthday?

I have pumpkin spice coffee today smile

Nov 02 11 04:29 am Link

Photographer

E P O N A

Posts: 13765

Copiague, New York, US

Faith EnFire wrote:

happy birthday?

I have pumpkin spice coffee today smile

Danke.

I have pumpkin spice coffee tooooooooooooooo! big_smile

Nov 02 11 04:39 am Link

Photographer

E P O N A

Posts: 13765

Copiague, New York, US

Star Child wrote:

Ya

I no longer qualify for the program due to employment income, but I've got insurance benefits now, too, so I can still afford help.

Yay for benefits!

Nov 02 11 04:40 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

E P O N A wrote:
I come back one year older. yikes

and, although maybe not as much as you might want, you've made good progress - and that is such a beautiful thing

Nov 02 11 06:45 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Faith EnFire wrote:
I have pumpkin spice coffee today smile

hmmmm

Nov 02 11 06:46 am Link

Photographer

E P O N A

Posts: 13765

Copiague, New York, US

Star Child wrote:

and, although maybe not as much as you might want, you've made good progress - and that is such a beautiful thing

smile it really is

Nov 02 11 11:11 am Link

Photographer

Enfire Photography

Posts: 1488

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

*wave*

Nov 03 11 04:16 am Link

Photographer

E P O N A

Posts: 13765

Copiague, New York, US

Enfire Photography wrote:
*wave*

*waves with coffee*

Oops.


Perhaps that wasn't such a good idea. sad

Nov 03 11 04:25 am Link

Photographer

Enfire Photography

Posts: 1488

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

E P O N A wrote:

*waves with coffee*

Oops.


Perhaps that wasn't such a good idea. sad

big_smile coffee abuse

Nov 03 11 04:43 am Link

Photographer

E P O N A

Posts: 13765

Copiague, New York, US

Enfire Photography wrote:

big_smile coffee abuse

They'll send me to coffee jail!

Nov 03 11 05:36 am Link

Model

Faith EnFire

Posts: 13514

Milwaukee, Wisconsin, US

E P O N A wrote:

They'll send me to coffee jail!

IZ blonde!
https://photos.modelmayhem.com/photos/111031/18/4eaf51ff4c4bb_m.jpg

Nov 03 11 06:48 am Link

Photographer

Star Child

Posts: 39289

Nashville, Tennessee, US

Faith EnFire wrote:

IZ blonde!
https://photos.modelmayhem.com/photos/111031/18/4eaf51ff4c4bb_m.jpg

even eyebrows

Nov 03 11 08:48 am Link