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Lawrence Guy
Posts: 17716
San Diego Country Estates, California, US
Solstice Rain wrote: I think he would benefit from talking to someone as well, but at the moment, I don't see that as a real option for him. And if I'm the one he's reaching out to at the moment, I'm going to be that person for as long as he'll let me. You're right, he's been through a lot and I think too much else would be overwhelming at this point. But I can only offer so much advice and without breaking confidence, I can't get more suggestions. Maybe you could point out that the criteria for seeking counseling is when your emotional issues interfere with your ability to function normally. It sounds like he thinks the criteria for getting help is when he's already bought the rope. But I understand your predicament; trying to help someone over the internet is a challenge.
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Cherrystone
Posts: 37171
Columbus, Ohio, US
I used to work a hotline.......gently urging one to an ER was SOP for us.
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Photons 2 Pixels Images
Posts: 17011
Berwick, Pennsylvania, US
Solstice Rain wrote:
I think he would benefit from talking to someone as well, but at the moment, I don't see that as a real option for him. And if I'm the one he's reaching out to at the moment, I'm going to be that person for as long as he'll let me. You're right, he's been through a lot and I think too much else would be overwhelming at this point. But I can only offer so much advice and without breaking confidence, I can't get more suggestions. Well, let him know he has someone right here in PA nearby who's also willing to help/talk/whatever. I'm alone for holidays also so if you think it might comfort him to know that, then please do. My email is mikes11 (a) pa.metrocast.net if he wants its.
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Solstice Rain
Posts: 13687
Davenport, Florida, US
Lawrence Guy wrote: Maybe you could point out that the criteria for seeking counseling is when your emotional issues interfere with your ability to function normally. It sounds like he thinks the criteria for getting help is when he's already bought the rope. But I understand your predicament; trying to help someone over the internet is a challenge. It's kinda complicated. Cousiling would certainly help. But he has such other urgent needs at the moment that I think it would need to take a back burner. If some of his other needs were met, it would make coping a little easier and his mental health could take a greater focus. And I will pass on everyone's info who has offered it. The rest is up to him.
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Natasha240
Posts: 6438
Cassina de' Pecchi, Lombardy, Italy
I just woke up. His account is gone, I tried to PM. Please tell him he can call me, whenever he needs to. I will pm you my number. I hope he is ok.
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Solstice Rain
Posts: 13687
Davenport, Florida, US
All contact info given to me has been passed on. Thanks guys.
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Natasha240
Posts: 6438
Cassina de' Pecchi, Lombardy, Italy
Lawrence, Scott, Kevin, Mike, and everyone else who is on this board, and has reached out to help myself and others since it began, I just want to say I love you. This is a very special community far and above what MM is, and the kindness here is inspirational. Even when I am sinking, now and in the past, I have gotten PMs or read messages here from others reaching out for help. Just talking others off the ledge sometimes helps keep ME off the ledge.
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Scottsworld71
Posts: 3587
Mount Vernon, Ohio, US
Natasha240 wrote: Lawrence, Scott, Kevin, Mike, and everyone else who is on this board, and has reached out to help myself and others since it began, I just want to say I love you. This is a very special community far and above what MM is, and the kindness here is inspirational. Even when I am sinking, now and in the past, I have gotten PMs or read messages here from others reaching out for help. Just talking others off the ledge sometimes helps keep ME off the ledge.
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Photons 2 Pixels Images
Posts: 17011
Berwick, Pennsylvania, US
Natasha240 wrote: Lawrence, Scott, Kevin, Mike, and everyone else who is on this board, and has reached out to help myself and others since it began, I just want to say I love you. This is a very special community far and above what MM is, and the kindness here is inspirational. Even when I am sinking, now and in the past, I have gotten PMs or read messages here from others reaching out for help. Just talking others off the ledge sometimes helps keep ME off the ledge.
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Star Child
Posts: 39289
Nashville, Tennessee, US
Solstice Rain wrote:
I think he would benefit from talking to someone as well, but at the moment, I don't see that as a real option for him. And if I'm the one he's reaching out to at the moment, I'm going to be that person for as long as he'll let me. You're right, he's been through a lot and I think too much else would be overwhelming at this point. But I can only offer so much advice and without breaking confidence, I can't get more suggestions. Hang in there with him, Carrie. I know you'll do as much as you can. Everybody else, please pray or cast up your positive energies for Chris. He's one of our own. Let's do it for him.
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Star Child
Posts: 39289
Nashville, Tennessee, US
Natasha240 wrote: Lawrence, Scott, Kevin, Mike, and everyone else who is on this board, and has reached out to help myself and others since it began, I just want to say I love you. This is a very special community far and above what MM is, and the kindness here is inspirational. Even when I am sinking, now and in the past, I have gotten PMs or read messages here from others reaching out for help. Just talking others off the ledge sometimes helps keep ME off the ledge.
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Gabrielle Heather
Posts: 10064
Middle Island, New York, US
I should be in here often, but I'm not. Im sorry to everyone. I don't even come in to stalk, but I always have love for here. ...................Gabrielle
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Star Child
Posts: 39289
Nashville, Tennessee, US
Also, does anybody have any WINs to mention? I know of one from yesterday, but I want to give space to the others who were involved to talk about it... hehe.. I already talk too much.
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Dannielle Levan
Posts: 12865
New Westminster, British Columbia, Canada
Star Child wrote: Also, does anybody have any WINs to mention? I know of one from yesterday, but I want to give space to the others who were involved to talk about it... hehe.. I already talk too much. I have like a zillion TF shoots lined up that i'm super excited about.
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Star Child
Posts: 39289
Nashville, Tennessee, US
Gabrielle Heather wrote: I should be in here often, but I'm not. Im sorry to everyone. I don't even come in to stalk, but I always have love for here. ...................Gabrielle Come by when you feel the need. Give what you can. Know that there is always somebody here who cares and is here for you. *huggs*
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Star Child
Posts: 39289
Nashville, Tennessee, US
To everybody who comes through and adds to this thread and supports one another... THANK YOU! Even though we don't always see it we are making a difference. People are being helped. I know if from personal experience in dealing with friends associated through this thread. I've seen it in the posts. We are helping others. We are making a difference.
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Dannielle Levan
Posts: 12865
New Westminster, British Columbia, Canada
UGH! I'm sick of not getting any help around the house. I ask him to do 2 chores and i do the rest. And he puts it off til i get super upset
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Scottsworld71
Posts: 3587
Mount Vernon, Ohio, US
I have to say, there have been a lot of ups and downs for me, but this group always makes me feel stronger, whether its from my own venting and the understanding of others, random communication, or from time to time, being in the right place at the right time to provide the shoulder that someone may need. Its easy to forget that sometimes just a few simple words can be a huge help
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Damianne
Posts: 15978
Austin, Texas, US
I am saddened by my initial reaction to this thread. My first thought was "what an appropriate site for suicide help". That is more of a grand problem... I've seen quite a few threads about how ugly people think they are and what their flaws are. I understand part of it is to gain reinforcement that they aren't actually ugly, but it still shows a deeper issue.
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Star Child
Posts: 39289
Nashville, Tennessee, US
Damianne wrote: I am saddened by my initial reaction to this thread. My first thought was "what an appropriate site for suicide help". That is more of a grand problem... I've seen quite a few threads about how ugly people think they are and what their flaws are. I understand part of it is to gain reinforcement that they aren't actually ugly, but it still shows a deeper issue. The main reason I support this thread other than to help others is to show to others that they are not alone. In this community of artists and associated talent many of us are working through deep personal issues. To me this thread represents a place to state we are here and we care.
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Photons 2 Pixels Images
Posts: 17011
Berwick, Pennsylvania, US
Star Child wrote: To everybody who comes through and adds to this thread and supports one another... THANK YOU! Even though we don't always see it we are making a difference. People are being helped. I know if from personal experience in dealing with friends associated through this thread. I've seen it in the posts. We are helping others. We are making a difference. QFT. I want to extend my THANK YOU!'s to everyone here also. Even if you don't come here often or post much here, it does matter that you care enough to post. This may sound odd, but even sharing your down times may help others. I don't mean it in the "Misery loves company" way, but in the "Understanding lends strength" way. I feel we are like a family here. Dysfunctional? What family isn't? But at least we acknowledge it, accept it, and help each other beat it back. {H*U*G*S} all around.
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Scottsworld71
Posts: 3587
Mount Vernon, Ohio, US
Star Child wrote:
The main reason I support this thread other than to help others is to show to others that they are not alone. In this community of artists and associated talent many of us are working through deep personal issues. To me this thread represents a place to state we are here and we care. That right there brother! The feeling of being alone, for whatever reason we may be feeling it, is probably one of the worst feelings to deal with. The outpouring of genuine concern is truly touching and inspiring
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Photons 2 Pixels Images
Posts: 17011
Berwick, Pennsylvania, US
Pathogenic Confessions wrote: Tonight will be very tough... Stay strong. We're all behind you.
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BC photos
Posts: 570
Los Angeles, California, US
Scottsworld71 wrote:
That right there brother! The feeling of being alone, for whatever reason we may be feeling it, is probably one of the worst feelings to deal with. The outpouring of genuine concern is truly touching and inspiring I like this thread, and the support given, how is everyone tonight?
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Star Child
Posts: 39289
Nashville, Tennessee, US
BC photos wrote:
I like this thread, and the support given, how is everyone tonight? I'm doin' good other than getting my first lesson on how hard it is to install soft box on lamp head - no rings.
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Scottsworld71
Posts: 3587
Mount Vernon, Ohio, US
doin good, takin a break from COD MW2 for ps3 .. feels like my eyes are on fire
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Natasha240
Posts: 6438
Cassina de' Pecchi, Lombardy, Italy
Star Child wrote: Also, does anybody have any WINs to mention? I know of one from yesterday, but I want to give space to the others who were involved to talk about it... hehe.. I already talk too much. Sure, I will say this is a win. After just BARELY being able to pull myself together enough to get to work (a million thank yous plus an internet to you Kevin), I got through the day. Win #1 As I was waiting for Danielle to come pick me up, I decided to run across the street to get a cup of coffee. I was still in a funk, not angry, just sad and low. Out of nowhere, my brain SCREAMS at me,"DO SOMETHING NICE FOR A STRANGER RIGHT NOW". I looked around, and saw a guy pouring himself a cup of coffee. I went to the register, and told him that I would like to pay for the other gentlemans coffee too. I paid and left, before he could find out. I did not want any thank you's, I just wanted/needed to do a random act of kindness, just for it's own sake. I have to tell you, it did brighten my mood for a few minutes, and hey! That's something. Maybe it made that guys day better somehow too. Win#2 Part of the thoughts that make my depression worse than they are, is I see and hear about so many negative, awful things in the world. I really felt there was no kindness or good out there, or such a small fraction of a number to not even count. Then it hit me: BE the kindness you wish there was more of in the world! I'm not talking about Mother Teresa or Ghandi type stuff, but simple random acts of kindness. It's a win-win. I feel a little better for doing it, and (I hope) it does the same for the other. Buying a stranger a cup of coffee, telling an overworked/underpaid/overstressed counter person at a fast food place that he can take his time with my order, he's doing a great job. Taking care of an animal forgotten about by most people. This is a new philosophy I am going to use as a coping skill everyday. I am going to REFUSE to focus on all of the negativity, and I am going to focus on others positivity, and create some myself. SO TAKE THAT UNIVERSE!
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Alexandria Georgiades
Posts: 26817
Sierra Vista, Arizona, US
Star Child wrote: To everybody who comes through and adds to this thread and supports one another... THANK YOU! Even though we don't always see it we are making a difference. People are being helped. I know if from personal experience in dealing with friends associated through this thread. I've seen it in the posts. We are helping others. We are making a difference. You're welcome. I'm hear for people as well. There have been times where I was desperate and the people on this thread really helped.
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Alexandria Georgiades
Posts: 26817
Sierra Vista, Arizona, US
Natasha240 wrote:
Sure, I will say this is a win. After just BARELY being able to pull myself together enough to get to work (a million thank yous plus an internet to you Kevin), I got through the day. Win #1 As I was waiting for Danielle to come pick me up, I decided to run across the street to get a cup of coffee. I was still in a funk, not angry, just sad and low. Out of nowhere, my brain SCREAMS at me,"DO SOMETHING NICE FOR A STRANGER RIGHT NOW". I looked around, and saw a guy pouring himself a cup of coffee. I went to the register, and told him that I would like to pay for the other gentlemans coffee too. I paid and left, before he could find out. I did not want any thank you's, I just wanted/needed to do a random act of kindness, just for it's own sake. I have to tell you, it did brighten my mood for a few minutes, and hey! That's something. Maybe it made that guys day better somehow too. Win#2 Part of the thoughts that make my depression worse than they are, is I see and hear about so many negative, awful things in the world. I really felt there was no kindness or good out there, or such a small fraction of a number to not even count. Then it hit me: BE the kindness you wish there was more of in the world! I'm not talking about Mother Teresa or Ghandi type stuff, but simple random acts of kindness. It's a win-win. I feel a little better for doing it, and (I hope) it does the same for the other. Buying a stranger a cup of coffee, telling an overworked/underpaid/overstressed counter person at a fast food place that he can take his time with my order, he's doing a great job. Taking care of an animal forgotten about by most people. This is a new philosophy I am going to use as a coping skill everyday. I am going to REFUSE to focus on all of the negativity, and I am going to focus on others positivity, and create some myself. SO TAKE THAT UNIVERSE! It makes a world of difference, Natasha. Good for you.
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Photons 2 Pixels Images
Posts: 17011
Berwick, Pennsylvania, US
Natasha240 wrote:
Sure, I will say this is a win. After just BARELY being able to pull myself together enough to get to work (a million thank yous plus an internet to you Kevin), I got through the day. Win #1 As I was waiting for Danielle to come pick me up, I decided to run across the street to get a cup of coffee. I was still in a funk, not angry, just sad and low. Out of nowhere, my brain SCREAMS at me,"DO SOMETHING NICE FOR A STRANGER RIGHT NOW". I looked around, and saw a guy pouring himself a cup of coffee. I went to the register, and told him that I would like to pay for the other gentlemans coffee too. I paid and left, before he could find out. I did not want any thank you's, I just wanted/needed to do a random act of kindness, just for it's own sake. I have to tell you, it did brighten my mood for a few minutes, and hey! That's something. Maybe it made that guys day better somehow too. Win#2 Part of the thoughts that make my depression worse than they are, is I see and hear about so many negative, awful things in the world. I really felt there was no kindness or good out there, or such a small fraction of a number to not even count. Then it hit me: BE the kindness you wish there was more of in the world! I'm not talking about Mother Teresa or Ghandi type stuff, but simple random acts of kindness. It's a win-win. I feel a little better for doing it, and (I hope) it does the same for the other. Buying a stranger a cup of coffee, telling an overworked/underpaid/overstressed counter person at a fast food place that he can take his time with my order, he's doing a great job. Taking care of an animal forgotten about by most people. This is a new philosophy I am going to use as a coping skill everyday. I am going to REFUSE to focus on all of the negativity, and I am going to focus on others positivity, and create some myself. SO TAKE THAT UNIVERSE! You're awesome! Thank you. I've done the same and it feels great. I also think that in the coming year you're going to see more of this.
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Carrie_K
Posts: 10053
Orlando, Florida, US
Natasha240 wrote:
Sure, I will say this is a win. After just BARELY being able to pull myself together enough to get to work (a million thank yous plus an internet to you Kevin), I got through the day. Win #1 As I was waiting for Danielle to come pick me up, I decided to run across the street to get a cup of coffee. I was still in a funk, not angry, just sad and low. Out of nowhere, my brain SCREAMS at me,"DO SOMETHING NICE FOR A STRANGER RIGHT NOW". I looked around, and saw a guy pouring himself a cup of coffee. I went to the register, and told him that I would like to pay for the other gentlemans coffee too. I paid and left, before he could find out. I did not want any thank you's, I just wanted/needed to do a random act of kindness, just for it's own sake. I have to tell you, it did brighten my mood for a few minutes, and hey! That's something. Maybe it made that guys day better somehow too. Win#2 SO TAKE THAT UNIVERSE! Awesome! I've gone and bought steaming cups of hot chocolate for the salvation army bell ringers on cold days. (hot chocolate because not everyone drinks coffee) The surprise on their face when you hand it to them is enough to put a smile on mine. Holidays are really hard for me. I lost my father 4 days after christmas. From Thanksgiving on I usually feel like part of me is perpetually dying. Doing things to help others is the sometimes the only way I get through.
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Lawrence Guy
Posts: 17716
San Diego Country Estates, California, US
Natasha240 wrote: Lawrence, Scott, Kevin, Mike, and everyone else who is on this board, and has reached out to help myself and others since it began, I just want to say I love you. This is a very special community far and above what MM is, and the kindness here is inspirational. Even when I am sinking, now and in the past, I have gotten PMs or read messages here from others reaching out for help. Just talking others off the ledge sometimes helps keep ME off the ledge.
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Lawrence Guy
Posts: 17716
San Diego Country Estates, California, US
This is awesome: we should make it our mascot. Photons 2 Pixels Images wrote:
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Star Child
Posts: 39289
Nashville, Tennessee, US
Natasha240 wrote:
Sure, I will say this is a win. After just BARELY being able to pull myself together enough to get to work (a million thank yous plus an internet to you Kevin), I got through the day. Win #1 As I was waiting for Danielle to come pick me up, I decided to run across the street to get a cup of coffee. I was still in a funk, not angry, just sad and low. Out of nowhere, my brain SCREAMS at me,"DO SOMETHING NICE FOR A STRANGER RIGHT NOW". I looked around, and saw a guy pouring himself a cup of coffee. I went to the register, and told him that I would like to pay for the other gentlemans coffee too. I paid and left, before he could find out. I did not want any thank you's, I just wanted/needed to do a random act of kindness, just for it's own sake. I have to tell you, it did brighten my mood for a few minutes, and hey! That's something. Maybe it made that guys day better somehow too. Win#2 Part of the thoughts that make my depression worse than they are, is I see and hear about so many negative, awful things in the world. I really felt there was no kindness or good out there, or such a small fraction of a number to not even count. Then it hit me: BE the kindness you wish there was more of in the world! I'm not talking about Mother Teresa or Ghandi type stuff, but simple random acts of kindness. It's a win-win. I feel a little better for doing it, and (I hope) it does the same for the other. Buying a stranger a cup of coffee, telling an overworked/underpaid/overstressed counter person at a fast food place that he can take his time with my order, he's doing a great job. Taking care of an animal forgotten about by most people. This is a new philosophy I am going to use as a coping skill everyday. I am going to REFUSE to focus on all of the negativity, and I am going to focus on others positivity, and create some myself. SO TAKE THAT UNIVERSE! OMG!!! This is so awesome!!! You are every bit of powerful and fantastic as we talked about!!!! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you for this huge accomplishment! You've come so far in just a year! *huggs, huggs, huggs* *does funky turtle dance*
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Lawrence Guy
Posts: 17716
San Diego Country Estates, California, US
Natasha240 wrote: Then it hit me: BE the kindness you wish there was more of in the world! I had a similar epiphany back during my bad crisis. I was thinking metaphorically, and asked myself why I was incapable of just stopping and smelling the roses. The hopeless side of me responded "because there are no roses!" Well, I stopped dead in my tracks. I realized that it was a perception issue; there are roses all around us if we make the effort to find them. And if we don't find them, then we can damn well create them ourselves. It was a little thing - about 10 seconds of thought - but it was, for me, very profound, and went a long way toward helping me heal in the long run.
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Pathogenic Confessions
Posts: 20332
Racine, Minnesota, US
Yesterday was the absolute hardest day of my life. But, I am hopeful that what I did yesterday will only change my life for the better
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Star Child
Posts: 39289
Nashville, Tennessee, US
Pathogenic Confessions wrote: Yesterday was the absolute hardest day of my life. But, I am hopeful that what I did yesterday will only change my life for the better what did you do?
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Pathogenic Confessions
Posts: 20332
Racine, Minnesota, US
Star Child wrote:
what did you do? I spoke with my therapist about an abuse that I don't talk to anyone about. My fiance and I have only talked about it twice since we have been together and no one else knew. I was such a wreck yesterday when i walked into her office, she even asked if I had been suicidal.
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Star Child
Posts: 39289
Nashville, Tennessee, US
Pathogenic Confessions wrote:
I spoke with my therapist about an abuse that I don't talk to anyone about. My fiance and I have only talked about it twice since we have been together and no one else knew. I was such a wreck yesterday when i walked into her office, she even asked if I had been suicidal. big big step. bravo!
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