Star Child wrote:

*huggs*
It's a battle
Try not to go it alone, please?

I'm trying. Kinda hard when the only person you're supposed to count on turns their back on you.

ckhd Photography wrote:

I'm not sure what to say.  I wish I could do something for you, but all I can do is send hugs.  Don't give up, tough days suck, but look forward to the ones that aren't so tough.

It's alright. I'm fine now.
It was a combination of being off my meds and a not so pretty event that happened.

DVModeling wrote:
Tough days.
I hope everyone's doing better than I am.

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Very sorry you are going through this tough time
You deserve better

Feel free to call or contact me if you are ever in need

Carl Roberts wrote:

Very sorry you are going through this tough time
You deserve better

Feel free to call or contact me if you are ever in need

Thank you

DVPhotographing wrote:

It's alright. I'm fine now.
It was a combination of being off my meds and a not so pretty event that happened.

:sadmaoface:

If you need a girly rant-chat, i'm always on msn!

mmcreative wrote:

:sadmaoface:

If you need a girly rant-chat, i'm always on msn!

and if anyone needs to talk, I'm usually here m-f 6-2:30 except the week before and after memorial day. I don't know when I'll be on

but you can try PMing me here if you'd like-anyone can

Michael Fury wrote:
I guess to me it really IS more of knowing that there are other people dealing with the same issues because I feel SO ALONE when I'm in my down time....

I guess if I was ahead financially and had a better job, along with a few other issues, I wouldn't be dealing with this shit as much....

I'm pretty well versed in that financially bad off need better job thing. Right now I'd say that is 50% of my battle.  The good thing for me is that is something that we're attacking in my therapy sessions.. and I am able to identify it much better.

Being alone.. dude 99% of my time I'm alone.  My local friends are of little help and I'm no social magnet.  It gets really tough on me.  That's why I stay so involved in this thread.  We got folks here.

This is a blog I keep http://depressionsuicide.kayelless.net/

Hi Faith. Happy Friday

ckhd Photography wrote:

Well, that could be a problem... but not too big of one.  If you want, pm me and I'll send you my cell phone number.  If you get down and feel like you're all alone, you'll have someone to call that can help you through and let you know that you are not alone.  I'm serious too.  I know what it's like to feel completely down and not have anyone to talk to.  I don't want anyone to have to feel like they are in that position.

Thanks for the help I really appreciate it. Pm me your number

Star Child wrote:

I'm pretty well versed in that financially bad off need better job thing. Right now I'd say that is 50% of my battle.  The good thing for me is that is something that we're attacking in my therapy sessions.. and I am able to identify it much better.

Being alone.. dude 99% of my time I'm alone.  My local friends are of little help and I'm no social magnet.  It gets really tough on me.  That's why I stay so involved in this thread.  We got folks here.

This is a blog I keep http://depressionsuicide.kayelless.net/

Hi Faith. Happy Friday

Now if only I had some more friends to confide in I'd be a little better off....

Faith EnFire wrote:
hi guys

Star Child wrote:

i sent that picture off to a co worker today to explain all the easy, dumb questions I've been asking today

Michael Fury wrote:

Now if only I had some more friends to confide in I'd be a little better off....

Kayelless is definitely good to talk to, he's also eternally patient

mmcreative wrote:

Kayelless is definitely good to talk to, he's also eternally patient

tis true

mmcreative wrote:
Kayelless is definitely good to talk to, he's also eternally patient

Faith EnFire wrote:
tis true

I dunno about all that, but I know he tries.

Faith EnFire wrote:

i sent that picture off to a co worker today to explain all the easy, dumb questions I've been asking today

It has brought great smile to my face

Star Child wrote:

mmcreative wrote:
Kayelless is definitely good to talk to, he's also eternally patient

I dunno about all that, but I know he tries.

nampho art wrote:
Tonight again,mis one of those nights,where,even my house is way to small for me,but i,ve got nowhere to go.

ah one of those days
are walks or movie escapism or book escapism possilbe?

E P O N A wrote:
As if I could not feel any worse today Olivia just chewed my speaker cord.
Now i cant stop crying.

It's just a stupid cord, I know this but it's just another crappy thing added to an already crappy day.

I had a day like that yesterday. I feel sorta cleansed today

hug

I wish I could help you more

E P O N A wrote:
I am so incredibly close to the edge today.
I need to try, but it seems impossible.

*really long hug*

E P O N A wrote:
I am so incredibly close to the edge today.
I need to try, but it seems impossible.

*huggs*
Sometimes it's okay just to let ourselves sit and not push for anything or accomplishment.
It's during times like that I usually just find myself a fun distraction.

Lawrence Guy wrote:

*really long hug*

It always seems impossible. But you made it possible by not going over and managing to talk about it here. That's a big step.

Winnie L wrote:

It always seems impossible. But you made it possible by not going over and managing to talk about it here. That's a big step.

I think you meant to quote EPONA?

Lawrence Guy wrote:

I think you meant to quote EPONA?

Ahh yes sorry abt that.

Winnie L wrote:

Ahh yes sorry abt that.

np.  Hi!

E P O N A wrote:
As if I could not feel any worse today Olivia just chewed my speaker cord.
Now i cant stop crying.

It's just a stupid cord, I know this but it's just another crappy thing added to an already crappy day.

Sometimes it's just a bunch of little things piled on top of us instead of just one big thing.  That's why we have the phrase, "The straw that broke the camel's back", or it's shortened version, "That's the last straw".  We can only handle what we can handle, and when there's too much, we break. 

Hope you can kick some of that straw off and recover tomorrow.  Let us know how things go.

Winnie L wrote:
Hello everyone.

I'm glad to see familar faces again. Weaning off and on the meds, going to the therapists more, working alot. Yet still feeling very disturbed. No idea what it is. Everyday is an uphill battle.

Hi Winnie!  Where have you been? 

Hang in there and keep working on it.  It is often an uphill battle that feels like it will never end, but don't forget that it takes time to heal...

Shaylin Jaquez wrote:
bla bla bla bla bla vote for me spam

I can safely say that doctors never perscribe spam for treatment
of depression.....but thanks for stopping by

Faith EnFire wrote:

E P O N A wrote:
As if I could not feel any worse today Olivia just chewed my speaker cord.
Now i cant stop crying.

It's just a stupid cord, I know this but it's just another crappy thing added to an already crappy day.

I had a day like that yesterday. I feel sorta cleansed today

hug

I wish I could help you more

Lawrence Guy wrote:

*really long hug*

Thank you both. I feel *slightly* better today.
But my "edge" days seem to be becoming more severe and more frequent.

Star Child wrote:

*huggs*
Sometimes it's okay just to let ourselves sit and not push for anything or accomplishment.
It's during times like that I usually just find myself a fun distraction.

I spend most of the day going through my old model crap and cleaning out the fridge. I even tried a new recipe, which kinda made me *more* depressed*, but like I said a little better today.

*It made me more depressed because it reminded me of my Dad. Dad's not here to see it or try it....I dunno, I won't get into much more about it. Is what it is i guess.

Winnie L wrote:
It always seems impossible. But you made it possible by not going over and managing to talk about it here. That's a big step.

After I posted I was very tempted to delete it. I try to make a point to post in here daily. A lot of the time it's hard for me, but so far so good.
I'm happy to have the support of the folks here.

ckhd Photography wrote:

Sometimes it's just a bunch of little things piled on top of us instead of just one big thing.  That's why we have the phrase, "The straw that broke the camel's back", or it's shortened version, "That's the last straw".  We can only handle what we can handle, and when there's too much, we break.

That was exactly it. Yes, a bit better today.  Not as bad as yesterday.

Winnie L wrote:
Hello everyone.

I'm glad to see familar faces again. Weaning off and on the meds, going to the therapists more, working alot. Yet still feeling very disturbed. No idea what it is. Everyday is an uphill battle.

Hello

I'm in the same position. I have these feelings and 90% of the time, I don't know why I'm having them.