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double-post. sorry. Jan 05 06 02:32 pm Link . . . . whatever I may do within modeling does not cancel out the other things I do for my family or as a person with living responsibly as possible. It's the cancellation of any other merits I was previously credited with possessing by his family which creates the most pain for both of us. Italics--mine. Jan 05 06 02:36 pm Link Sanders McNew wrote: If you disagreed with the statement regardless and it wouldn't make him more right or wrong, why ASK then? Jan 05 06 02:38 pm Link Now, boys, boys.... Play nice. Jan 05 06 02:47 pm Link SLE Photography wrote: Again, you should learn to be a more careful reader. Stick to selling wine, if you're any good at that. Sanders. Jan 05 06 02:48 pm Link theda wrote: I am in an especially difficult situation. My family is evangelical, yet I am super-close to them and they are all I have. However, they consider even the fact that I show cleavage to be obscene, and my implied nudes would be outright pornography to them. I take great measures to conceal any work I do from them...and it's tough. Jan 05 06 02:50 pm Link commart wrote: Aah... a statement that would have brought tears to the eyes of Erica Kane (Susan Lucci of All My Children) to know "her public" was out there. Jan 05 06 03:00 pm Link io wrote: My mother is a southern baptist Sunday school teacher...I'm not kidding...I know how it is to have fundamentalist parents nodding in disapproval. Mom and I have agreed to disagree about what I do...in other words we don't talk about it (lol)...perhaps you can reach the same agreement with your parents one day. Good luck with it:-) Jan 05 06 04:28 pm Link Well...I think you already know that my career got a late start because my relationship with my wife meant no bodypaint for a long while. Finally she came around and while I am glad that most of my family enjoys my work, she is the only family that I actually care about (and my daughters of course, but they are still little). Here is the thing...if you are shooting porn for money, you would be selling out your family (or his happiness with his family) for money. Money is really not all that important in the scheme of things. BUt you are not shooting porn. You are a creative partner in some amazing artwork. You are expressing ideas, beliefs, and feelings to the world. Not the least of these ideas is that you can be over 40 and still an object of sexual power, personal beauty, and artistic strength. Now art is an expression of YOU, and YOU have been chosen by your SO who values the very essence of what you are. Your art would appear, at least to me, to carry a very powerful essence of YOU as well. (This is also why I would absolutely LOVE to shoot with you someday soon, you bring some serious intensity and personal power to your shoots and it shows) Your SO loves you, and is probably REALLY turned on by the you captured in your images. He is a big boy and I'm sure he knew there could be some ramification if/when his family found things out. He has chosen to stand by you (he'd be a fool not to) and that is a great thing. I guess what I am saying is, either he is dumb (which I doubt) or he knew what he was getting into when he signed on with you. He made his choice (to his credit) and while it may be an uncomfortable situation for a bit it is your duty to follow your heart, and his duty to support you or get the hell out of dodge. My bet is he'll stick around! Jan 05 06 06:53 pm Link At first I didn't think I should comment on this, cause i wasn't sure, since we don't really do the same kind of work, if what I have to say in this situation really applies. but i thought about it, and I think it does. My SO had the same problem with his family a few years ago. we had been dating forever, and his family loved me, but then one day without thinking, My religion was brought up. (a religion I was brought up on by my grandmother, and have had my whole life.) His mother is an extreamly ... well, catholic woman, And since I am definatly not. all hell broke loose. Screaming fights, Threats, My SO was in the most horrible position, but it wasn't something he wouldn't support me in, cause he loves me. Anyway, his family is very close, so when they called I just didn't talk, then eventually I was commenting in the background, then one day His mother called to ask me what he wanted for Christmas. (I'm crying right now...lol, had to wipe tears off my keyboard.) I guess what I'm saying is in anything, people are individuals, and family is family. If there is a way to not cause antagonism, (Like just not bringing it up, etc.) everything will work itself out. Because If it's not right in someone's face, suddenly its not as bad. It's won't happen right away. but when it does, it's worth it. Your SO's family is still his family, don't say fuck em, just wait. If they love them, they will come around, and if they don't, well hopefully you do, so what else do you need? My SO's mother loves me now just as much as she used to, and dosn't give a crap about any of our differences, (though she wishes i would change my hair color), she just dosn't expect me to go to church with her. When I had my car accident last month she left work to drive from Alabama to see me cause her son couldn't, just to make sure i was OK. So, well... It's worth it. Being offended(/angry/snarling mad/want to rip eyes out at the injustice) at other people's biases will only get you so far. Waiting them out will get you farther. Jan 05 06 07:33 pm Link Sanders McNew wrote: I was attacking your logic & reasoning, not you personally. This personal attack simply reinforces my belief that you were operating emotionally and not rationally. Jan 05 06 11:02 pm Link SLE Photography wrote: Well said! Jan 06 06 12:22 am Link I do what I do. I am still my parents son. My GF's Mom does not care for some of my work. I tell her not to look at it. She is the one ashamed of it. Not me. I tell her that she needs to reconcile her emotions and her feeling sto my work with herself. I have become comfertable with the work. It is her that has the "issue". She did not like my answer or the fact that I have not "taken it upon myself" to feel the shame and or guilt she has placed upon me. I told her that my parents know everything I do. Even the unpleasant stuff. Because I feel if they were to die tomorrow then I would not want the guilt of living a die and holding back from them. She felt I was rubbing it in their faces. I told her that the truth is not pretty. That she has truths that her own daughter, my girlfriend may not want to hear but that in the end to hold secrets is just a small way of lieing to people. I am not going to lie to my parents, nor am I going to lie to her daughter. That if she does not like my honesty then she should find a person who will keep secrets from her to make her feel comfortable with her issues instead of confronting them Needless to say she does not care for my blunt honesty and aggressive attitude. Oh well. I am who I am and I make no excuses for myself. love me or leave me. Either way, stand beside me or behind me but just don't get in my way. ^_^ Jan 06 06 12:33 am Link BodyPainter Rich wrote: Well, some (looking pointedly at Melvin) would say that any work that contains images of the female form that creates some kind of arousal is porn. We've seen just in this thread that various people's threshold for what they consider to be porn is very low. For others, anything that takes away focus of one partner away from their SO, just by the act of looking at it, is porn. And admittedly, I've done work that seriously skirts the fine line. I just don't do CHEAP. BodyPainter Rich wrote: Yes, that's how I think of it and what I hope to convey whenever I shoot (thanx for that, by the way) but I don't begrudge others their vision regarding sexuality, age, whatever. I'm sorry if they don't get it, but some can be comfortable with the concept, some get jealous and some simply will never be comfortable with the idea that the multi-faceted human makes a whole human being and that's the way we were made to be. BodyPainter Rich wrote: Someday... someday....no... really... I mean it.... BodyPainter Rich wrote: Yes, he does and to his credit, he is steadfast. It gets away from the original question, but these last couple of days (and seeing so many cogent viewpoints) have morphed the focus somewhat. I'm simply grateful and humbled to know such a man of character. Jan 06 06 07:15 am Link Mayanlee wrote: Melvin Moten Jr wrote: Hee hee... you know, I probably talk to much too.. my models don't, but that's because of the photos I take. Jan 06 06 09:39 am Link This sucks. But understandable. Indeed nobody lives in a vacuum. You were one of the most interesting people I ever met online and I barely got a chance to shoot you. Take care, girl! Jan 13 06 06:28 pm Link Well I always support the underdog in family squabbles and I think I read most of the posts, but, can someone tell me why her profile is now denied? Love to see it. Jan 13 06 09:00 pm Link Zunaphoto wrote: Check out MODELS forum... "Mayan Lee sends her regards..." :'( Jan 13 06 10:06 pm Link mollie_lane wrote: I got nothing except, I need to have coffee with Miss Mayan lee soon and doesn't Mollie's new avatar look great. What a beauty. Jan 14 06 01:01 am Link MHana wrote: Awwwwww Markiesan...you always bring a smile to my face and heart! Jan 14 06 02:42 am Link Mayanlee wrote: Thoughtful as ever, Mayan. It does seem we are, and become more so, a self absorbed group of spoiled 5 year olds as we "evolve". Is community important? (it appears so - even if that community has moved online.) Jan 14 06 02:58 am Link The only thing that will be apparent to the young ones is us being a parent. I am, 2 boys. They receive the benefits of my worldly education and experiences. I tell them what is wrong in the world now. They will tell me, eventually. Families are the ultimate clique. Acceptance of people without necessarily accepting their opinions. That's hard. I take the easy route, I don't see them much. which means they grow in different ways without me. Which makes them strangers. I much prefer my friends, we have chosen each other, nothing is arbitrary. Much prefer the meeting of the minds. I am saddened that the pressure Mayanlee felt was too much to continue in the area she chose for herself. I cannot comprehend that happening in my life. Thank you Mollie for pointing me to the thread. Jan 14 06 11:41 am Link |