There are strange, secret things we can't understand until the time it is been revealed. Though it's hard to accept but still it's the only choice to free onself.

The rhythm and meaning of life involve beginnings, when questions were about to ask. My beginning starts with the union of two great souls, my parents. My longing dad & my cheerful mom were so excited for the birth of an innocent life.

Until the time finally arrives. It was the 27th day of August of 1982 when a fragile moment knock my mom's heart. I was delivered with a healthy body... I was graced with such blessings, nurtured with much care and raised up well to become a better person in the future...

My journey of a thousand miles begin with a single step. I was provided with much attention and showered with much love & affection. My mom continues to cradle my life as I begin to discover the real side of my existence.

I grow up with a wrong notion about my real identity. I tried on one face after the another, searching for a face on my own. Then revelation cleared out the hidden side of me. Then, I proudly say to my self: "I'm God special creation and a priceless gift given to my mom." Despite of the outlawed situation that I had threshold with, I am very thankful that I had makeshift parents to standby me, in one way or the other, supported me throughout the years.

I'm free! In the end, there were but two lasting bequest my parents could ever leave me - one being roots, the other wings.

My life has been concealed for years. Now, my thoughts and feelings took wings, the blossom of my heart no wind could touch. My small world widened, I discoved new refuges & new people. I had thirst to learn and understand the real me.

As I begin to fly, my mission to touch lives will always be my pride. For I had a compassionate soul who gets along with everyone.

This is the shape of my life!

A Decade After...

I continue to live a life of uncertainty and dismay... still, strong enough to face what is truth and just. Since then, my family is my sole stronghold. Then, i'm looking forward to meet someone of my dreams... I belive that there's always a perfect time for everything... a time to move further and a time to grasp the full chunk of reality. As of the moment, I live each day of my life and looking forward for a breakthrough... I do believe that God accompanies me all the time. I became better because of the realization and experiences that He leads my way... I'm not perfect.. I'm just trying to make it the best I can and continue to be an adventurer, wonderer, and explorer... the way I am since then...


I will continue the path God allowed me to journey with... with much happiness, good gestures and positive mind...

As I continue this long winding journey... I learn to love and appreciate the goodness life had bring... Learning to discover the deepest side of me... The traumas, uncertainties and rejections made me strong and looking forward to become a better person each day of my life... It may not be that easy, one step in a time... I will sheild myself certain self respect, worth, and a dignity that I truly deserve...

Life maybe unfair at times... I will deal it with much stronger response for the fulfillment of my better self and with a concrete vision to stand firm with my faith and conviction. I WILL STAND for what I believe is right, I WILL STAND 'coz I deserve to rise and be the best in every endeavor.

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