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Model Mayhem #:
1148348
Last Activity:
May 24, 2022
Experience:
Experienced
Compensation:
Depends on Assignment
Shoot Nudes:
Yes
Joined:
Mar 31, 2009
Age:
34
Height:
5' 4"
Weight:
195 lbs
Bust:
0"
Waist:
0"
Hips:
0"
Cup:
C
Dress:
0
Shoe:
8.0
Ethnicity:
n/a
Skin Color:
Tanned
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About Me

Update as of 2021. I am currently on another hiatus from modeling. Ive been out of the scene for the past two years due to heart surgeries my son had and health issues of my own. I have gained 60 lbs since my last shoot due to thyroid issues and i had an accident in which my front teeth were damaged. I have not felt myself in a long time and have been ashamed of my body and stayed away from the photography scene. I want anyone who works with me to understand this. I am NOT a TWIG, I am a thicker girl in the hips and thighs and derrière area:)  I have scars from pregnancies etc.  I do have a job though that demands a lot of my time but i have been gone for awhile to be with my kids but i hope to come back soon and become confident in myself and my work again, especially once i get my dental problems repaired and can get back to the gym and the right meds for my thyroid. I cannot currently drive at the moment but If i decide to brave it and work with you we will find a way to make it happen as I have trustworthy friends that can take me to shoots and drop me off if needed on occasion. They don't stick around for the shoot however as that's just a distraction and can quickly become an inconvenience  to both the photographer and myself. Thank all of you for your patience and if you have any questions just PM me:)

You can call me Phoenix. This is the story of my rebirth. I am me. i will change for noone.  i dont tolerate rampant stupidity. I also dont tolerate being objectified or sexually harrased during my work. If we work together you must be friendly and respectful. I am very opinonated.i have an amazing sense of humor:) have 2 sons. Both with unique illnesses that make life as a mother stressful enough as is. So if your just a man lookin to take pics of a random naked chick for fun please don't waste my time. I am all for creative endeavors so if u have ideas please don't hesitate to send me a message I will always listen and work with you to create something unique and beautiful if i feel i am the right fit. I have had some rude photographers in the past and would prefer not to endure that again so if someone with a history or scars or tattoos is not on your agenda, you may want to move on. I am however one of the classiest and most laid back ladies you'll ever meet and I work hard to make sure every shoot is fun and that we have a good time doing it. I'm the type to crack jokes and fall over accidentally but it's always a worthwhile day in the end.

My bottom line is that I do this for the fun and the creative outlet it brings me. I'm no artist, I can't draw that well, but I know how to take and make a pretty picture without a pencil or crayon and those last forever. Cause when our bodies are gone these are all that remains.
My Modeling goals are really just to put myself out there and be something that people can honestly compare to, to show that everyone is beautiful even in thier own way. To be something my sons can be proud of, TO BE different, even as ive changed and grown, as my body has changed with me and to enjoy doing so. In the future I will be looking to do a variety of goth ,fetish,dark, vampire/demon,fantasy themed shoots, cosplay and much more. I don't have much of that in my portfolio and am looking for a eclectic well rounded port. I am very much into adding more fetish and unique themes to my portfolio as well. I however, since I am starting anew, am open to Hearing ideas and creative ventures.  Bondage of varying forms, indoor and outdoor are also genres I'd like to add to my repertoire but photographer must be experience and reputable and trustworthy. Also looking for someone with good photography and photoshop skills for a Succubus/Demon styled shoot as well, and may even incorporate bondage into that.  I have some specialized tasteful drug related photoshoot ideas i need to collaborate with someone on as well to spread opiod and addiction awareness. I am a fan of faeries and DRAGONS as well so if you can do something of that caliber hell yes, but especially anything to do with the Phoenix that is my namesake. I'm getting into cosplay heavily as well and need someone to work with on something of that level. I also am looking to do a black light shoot and a variation of Body paint themed shoots. Bright colors and even Dark bloody-gore or horror core  style themes are of interest. So shoot me lines and ideas if this seems up your alley:). I am rather ADD and my interests reflect that. I like everything and am up for anything at least once. I do not check this profile often as im on hiatus as stated but if your venture and what you need intrigues me enough to step out of hiding i just might.

And on another note, if a model who has stretch marks or scars is not something you can deal with then dont ask to work with me. I dont need to be torn down by someone expecting perfection. I am me and i do the best I can with what i have. Dont ask for more than that. Respect me, and my body, I respect you and your camera. Thank you

Anyone who would be interested in going on this adventure with me, please feel free to contact me. Also, If you wish to friend request me, please at least leave a TAG or a small message so I can know a little bit about you or your interest in friending or working with me. Thanks so much. smile

BODY MODS----READ BEFORE ASKING TO WORK WITH ME.
***I DO almost always have brightly dyed hair, currently Royal Blue.  I try keep mine freshly done.)I have 4 tattoos One is a chest piece nautical star and wings. I have an infiniti dragon on my right forearm. I have 3 roses (blue,purple and black) on my right ankle area that feeds into a full PHoenix leg piece that encompasses most of my right leg from front to back. It is currently unfinished but still looks bad ass. That tattoo will have another session in February, the artist who did it has been published in many tattoo magazines and I'd love to see her work in more so I'm always open to tattoo oriented shoots:) i also have a realism wolf piece on my right upper arm that was done by a world class realism artist whose work is absolutely stunning.  I have 3 piercings in lobes of each ear. If needed, these can be all edited out for a natural style shoot.  My nipples are both pierced as well.
I realize I do not have that "perfect traditional barbie like body" and I won't, it comes from having children and as I've mentioned before I have scars and some stretch marks across my tummy and a few on my upper arms(nothing that cannot be edited obviously, however I also know that this world needs models in every shape and size, something real people out there can compare with and respect because they are simliar, not these poor souls starving themselves to try and look pretty and fit in.
I want people to work with me because of the spirit  and passion i put into my work that shows in my eyes when a picture is taken, not because i might fit a stereotype. I have scars, i have faults. And I am proud to have them. We're only human.  I want to find someone whose willing to take the time and effort to work with me to boost both their port and mine and to make the world a more beautiful place:)
Pictures last far after the soul has left this world so lets take as many as we can shall we?


You can also reach me by email at [email protected]



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Conrad Trump
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James Phelps
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Alex Grissom
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